kristin or kiersten, or kiers, or something

WHY?!!

Mon, 25 Mar 2002 18:18:08 GMT

"Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day like
The next will never come"

I don't want to go back!

Weeeeeeeeeee.......my mom has always called me her little butterfly!

Sun, 24 Mar 2002 22:14:25 GMT

Where is Ryan?

Thu, 21 Mar 2002 02:36:49 GMT

Craig can be the biggest hypocrite.

Wed, 20 Mar 2002 02:01:18 GMT

I'm not defient.....I just don't feel like listening.

Tue, 19 Mar 2002 02:45:13 GMT

I'm such a nerd!

Thu, 27 Dec 2001 23:43:14 GMT

new journal

worked up so sexual

Mon, 24 Dec 2001 23:56:22 GMT

going to my cousin alex's house today! awesome! damnit! my eyes are burning like hell and i have no idea why. anyways. i woke up in a pissy mood this morning because my brothers came in my room like idiots making all this noise, grrr.....not to mention that my mom was the one who told them to do it! oh well i'm in a better mood now. so yeah, its christmas eve. tomorrow is christmas. fun! ok later G's.

writing my Yellowcard review

Mon, 24 Dec 2001 05:35:10 GMT

another boring day filled with nothingness. well accept for like 2 hours ago, i went to church and some kids put on a christmas play. it was really really cute. it made me cry actally. it was about the true meaning of christmas, which we all know what that is i hope. yeah,i was very touched.umm.....i watched David Copperfield on kcet today. man...that poor kid went through a lot of crap. Charles Dickens is a damn good writer! i wonder if he cried while writing David Copperfield, shesh, i know i would have. that man inspires me to write, but not really i guess because i have not once sat down and even started to write anything. i wish that i could though, but i don't have the patients. hey you know what?! in the movie the little kid that plays David when hes young is the kid that plays Harry Potter, yeah, hes a good actor, well at least i think so. anyways. its cold, tomorrow is chrismas eve which means christmas is just around the corner. can't wait. i get to see my father and hopefully my sister too. i haven't seen her in two years i believe. ok well, later G's.

Sun, 23 Dec 2001 09:05:23 GMT

david's party was awesome! i had so much fun! juan is silly i tell you. and my brother christian is punk rock! david looked so cute in the jacket i got for him! i'm glad he liked it! so yeah......the party was great! today was dumb though.....i did absolutly nothing at all. no one called me either, well accept for craig but that didn't count. i feel weird right now, like i'm missing something. ahh.....i hate these days of nothingness because they make me think way too much and then i get all sappy and pouty. i hope tomorrow is different. yeah it will be, i'm going shopping tomorrow, i still have a few more gifts to buy. that'll be fun. ok so yeah. later G's.

i have to pee

Fri, 21 Dec 2001 05:01:15 GMT

today was kinda crappy until awhile ago because dougee came over to visit! i enjoyed having him over again, and so did my brothers, they love him to death, they might not admit it, but they do. so yeah, momma was happy to see him too. yay! fun stuff! so yeah, i have the feeling that tomorrow is going to be a great day! oh yeah, and its david's birthday tomorrow too! oh man is he going to love what i got for him! ok so yeah, can't wait. aight, later G's!

Thu, 20 Dec 2001 00:17:42 GMT

ok...thats it....i've had enough of this shit! i'm fuckin sick and tired of reading all this in my journal. i'm still not gonna take off the anonymous though, reason being is that i have friends that don't have a live journal and like to post comments in it. i was trying my hardest not to let all this get to me but, it did. these are the ones that really got to me though.......

Re:
craigariah
2001-12-19 08:12 (link)
i guess...

but i dont want to talk to her in person

shes dumb

(Anonymous)
2001-12-19 09:39 (link)
If there's one thing I know about women, then it's that in these type of situations they're usually HYPRORITES, LIARS, SNAKES, and EVIL. They have more psychological problems and kinks than you can ever possibly imagine, and it's only a matter of time before they find something wrong with you to gripe about to all their friends. Most of the time these so-called problems with the guy are completely inflated and self serving, making the guy the victim almost every time. Craig has my 100% support in this! SO SIT DOWN AND SHUT UP YOU GOD DAMN WHORE!
(Reply to this)

Okay ''person'' whoever you are umm...not all girls are like the way you say they are. Now I am 100% with you when you say kiers is a whore but not about the women thing. Just because you had women dis you and talk crap to all her little friends about you and saying how dumb you are but I think some girls are a little mature than that!!!!But kiers is a different story!

Re: LOL
(Anonymous)
2001-12-19 12:09 (link)
yeah, whoever the fuck jason and javier are...they're not me. and fuck the guy that said chicks have all the problems, i'm a girl, so fuck you. and fuck the guy that's shoving jesus in someone's face...it isn't very christian of him. helping someone realize his mistakes would be a christian thing to do, but don't shove religion in his face, ass. someone said they support craig, what the fuck? it's not some goddamn election or contest or something...true she's a desperate slut and true he's trying to kiss the anons' asses by agreeing and thinking it's the funniest thing ever, whatever, don't fucking pick sides, you pasny asses. bunch of fucking idiots, you all create your own fucking problems and won't accept the fact that that's all it is...made up, none of it fucking matters or ever really will.

(Anonymous)
2001-12-17 21:59 (link)
It's actually the same dumbass!!See you are sick! It's probably reggie....yup pretty desperate...Kristen your prettty desperate...aww that's sad.Let me ask you something...How long will this last? soon kristen you will go for the paper-boy...ha ha ha

well...
(Anonymous)
2001-12-12 22:24 (link)
you are pretty much a slut, way too dependent on people...and yeah, that post did have to do with the way you are, you, yourself, said you flirted with the window caller guy, so what if it was funny? you flirted and in the breath before you said you were sooo missing someone else. whatever...choose your victims carefully cause it'll come back around.

Wed, 19 Dec 2001 23:55:21 GMT

i did some christmas shopping today. i had fun. me my mom and my brothers all ditched school and went out. hehe, we're such rebels. i had a nice talk with my momma while we were at ihop. i must say that she gives the best advice and shes always right. i love her to death! ummm....hmm.....nothing else really, tomorrow i'm going to school because i have to take a test for history that i missed today, and theres things that i need to straighten out. so yeah. later G's.

Wed, 19 Dec 2001 03:10:52 GMT

this anonymous crap is very amusing.

Wed, 19 Dec 2001 01:46:22 GMT

should i just kill myself now or wait for someone to do it for me. i swear, right now i feel like everyone wants me dead or just gone. i hate my life right now, i hate the people around me i hate that whoever the hell it is telling Craig a bunch of fuckin lies about things i supposidly said. i don't say anything about him, someone is just being real big jerk and wants him to hate me for some reason. craig is a good person, i don't know who or where this shit is starting but when i find out, they're going to pay. this just isn't right at all. i finally got things straightend out with me and now someone is going around screwing it up and making me look like an even bigger liar. well, i'm going to talk to craig tomorrow and straighten this all out. it needs to be done.

Tue, 18 Dec 2001 01:53:37 GMT

today was actually a good day. i took mistletoe to school today. i got 3 kisses! yay! but yeah. umm..not much else to say. oh yeah, i have a new crush, you suprised? didn't think so.hahaha.....my mom called me a tease today. she told me that i better be careful and calm down a bit, with boys that is. she finds my constant flirting funny though. i swear sometimes i don't even notice when i'm doing it. the only time i'm aware of it is when the guy is hot. but thats just normal, well for me. whatever, i sometimes wish i wasn't like that, but i can't help it.......i love boys, boys are my weak spot. but anyways. today i went in the garage to look for something and i came across some christmas presents, i feel bad because one of them was mine! but its not my fault, my mom just found a bad place to hide them. so yeah, anyways, new crush, had a good day. so yeah. later G's.

don't you hate it when someone all of a sudden starts acting like a dick towards you? i know i do.

the show was.......

Sun, 16 Dec 2001 02:56:36 GMT

AWESOME!!!!!! i had way too much fun at the show yesterday. all the bands were great. Yellowcard was of course the best. daph, doug, christian, meredeth, geoff, des, eugene, and of course reggie made it even more fun. so yeah, i'm getting a christmas tree tonight (thank you) momma just left to get it with the boys. im decorating the inside of my house. dang i do such a great job too! hehe. but no really i do. ok later G's.

yesssss!!!! score!!!

Sat, 15 Dec 2001 00:21:02 GMT

i'm going to the show!

Fri, 14 Dec 2001 02:45:41 GMT

that made me sadder than hell?
what am i to believe now?
i just got through reading a comment in someone's journal.
i know that it was a while ago, well like 3 days ago
but man, that hurt like a bitch.

i don't know what happened........

Fri, 14 Dec 2001 01:45:29 GMT

i was in the greatest mood all day, i felt like the happiest person in the world for no reason what so ever until just now. i broke down. i couldn't stop crying. i think i just kept too much inside and it finally exploded. to make things worse, my mom decides to take out all her stress on me. i hate when she does that. sucks too because i can't go to the Yellowcard show tomorrow night and i wanted to go so bad. me and Reggie were going to hang out, i wish he was here right now, he always makes me feel better. but the show is the least of my problems right now. just need to take a deep breath and calm down and just relax. later G's.

Thu, 13 Dec 2001 20:49:09 GMT

i don't know who the person is thats posting all this anonymous shit. all i have to say to him or her or it or whoever it is....you gotta get your stories straight dawg. don't be dissin me that way if you don't even know me, but if you're someone i see on a regular basis, come talk to me or tell me whatever the hell you want to my face. if you're someone i don't know personally and i don't see you ( i have no clue who it might be) than just quit it. leave me alone and worry about yourself. ok? ok.

anyways.....i just wanted to let everyone know that i am a different person now. i'm not a liar anymore or a problem starter. i'm just kick back now i guess. so yeah....i'm sorry to everyone that i've hurt or lied to or started a problem with and for getting involved in other people's business. i'm sorry ok! and david, don't be mad at craig for anything, i know what he ment in that comment and its not bad, its really good, i'll explain later. so yeah.....everyone...lets just be happy now and no more shit ok?! ok .
later G's.

Thu, 13 Dec 2001 05:07:03 GMT

Strawberry: 20/100 Pear: 20/100 Banana: 10/100 Tomato: 30/100 Lemon: 25/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by webkin and aaronr!

so, so true.

today......

Thu, 13 Dec 2001 01:20:13 GMT

today was better than yesterday.
nothing really exciting.
still missing him like crazy though.
ok later G's.

oh yeah, i just got through reading this.........

yOU ARE A IDIOT!!!OKAY YOU SAY YOU MISS HIM AND THEN YOU TURN YOUR BACK AND SAY ALL THIS CRAP ABOUT OH HOW THIS GUY CALLED YOU AND YOU WERE ALL INTO HIM???!!!WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ???....SERIOUSLY?DAMN IT YOU PISS ME OFF...YOU NEED HELP!!!!BIG TIME!!!YOUR SICK!!!!AS FOR CRAIG GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE YOU DIDN'T GET YOUR HEART BROKEN THAT MUCH ......YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER AND THERE IS THAT RIGHT ONE FOR YOU OUT THERE SOMEWHERE ....KEEP ON SERCHING.....

whatta a fucker...dude i thought it was funny, i don't even know the guy, it had nothing to do with Craig or the way i am you dumb shit.

Second Chance.........

Wed, 12 Dec 2001 04:07:09 GMT

As your heart engulfs mine time will speak unspoken words.
And as true love is hard to find, desperate tears fall from my eyes.
And you want to go on your own.
And Tomorrow you'll need me.

Every time you go away my heart breaks.
And as distance becomes clear, shadows cast their memories.
And as true love is what I fear, you're love brings me to my knees.

And the first time that I saw you I was burning with desire.
And the last time that I saw you, you put out the fire.

i miss him already.......

Wed, 12 Dec 2001 02:32:56 GMT

it's done.
i didn't want that to happen.
but i guess i got what i deserved.
i'm just glad that we can still be good friends.

anyways, apart from that things are going ok. hahaha ahhhh.....i'm such a dork, about an hour ago some guy called from this window place wanting to know if i would like to have our windows looked at or something along those lines, hahaha....we ended up flirting with eachother the whole time. he sounded like he was really young, which i think he is. he had a really cute voice. oh man.......i'm such a tard. that would be funny if he calls again. he knows my name, my number, and where i live too! damn telemarketers! he better not he a weirdo and stalk me or something. anyways i thought that was funny.

but yeah. im still really really bummed out, but i have to just think that its for the best, because it is. i think i just need to take a break from boyfriends and avoid getting into a relationship right now. i still have a lot to learn about myself. Craig already started to help me with that, but now i need to finish it on my own. i agree with you Craig, for me, that was the best 2 weeks of my life too!

Tue, 11 Dec 2001 20:44:28 GMT

i feel dirty......but in the good way. i mean the, gooooood way.